My comp finally hit the trash. It died and so im without computer and interenet. MY LIFE IS OVER!! JK!! Actually, i think it was kinda a good thing. I have more time now to read and hangout with my buds.
Im doing the Musical at my school. Its going to be Jakyll and Hyde and im super excited. I also feel spoiled in the fact that i got to spend 2 FANTASTIC days with the very famous author Patrick Jones. It was rediculously fun. Jones really helped me with my writing. Things i used to get stuck on dont really stick me anymore. However, when Jones went to sign my copy of his book "Things Change", what he wrote was kinda discouraging. One of the activitys we did was we picked a emotion and gave it a day, time, weather, sense, food, color, and etc. Being the dork i was i chose love. I have never been IN love romantically but i still know what it is becuase i LOVE my friends and family. I think one thing he was impressed with (even if it was the only thing) was that for the food i chose Icecream becuase A. Icecream is AMAZING and B. It can give you BRAIN FREEZE. So what was his little inside note to me?? Love is HARD! yep, lovely. Its true though.
FYI: I have surgery on the 4th of Dec. It was supposed to be the 4th of Nov. BUT two days before i started throwing up every 2 secs. so it was cancelled. Also, If you love me my b-day is on the 16 of Decemember and i appecaite any kind have happy birthday note and all. Plus, with me have surgery right before, it would be a good cheer-up thing. Im gonna TRY to get on as much as i can. Im at the library now.
LOVE YOU GUYS!!! like really. peeeeeeeace out.

Hey hey! how is everyone? Im at my dads so i can FINALLY get on DA! Since they upgraded i cant even pull up the site. At least with the old update i could at least see what everyone was up to. Im hoping my dad will let me take his old laptop which be tentimes better than the ten year old piece of junk i have at home. If i do maybe i'll be able to do more like i used to.

So most people are wanting major details aout my Trip to Europe and i promise it WILL be coming up here soon. Remember I was gone for 21 days so thats a LOT to write. And I am working on it

CAN YOU BELIEVE SCHOOL STARTS IN 2 WEEKS!?!?!?!
Its a crime.. a CRIME i say.

I have a job ! I dont think ive mentioned that yet. Yup, im makin Icecream. The only really bad thing about it is that i LOVE icecream so im over eating and then i have to run it off XD but whatever...icecreamis REALLY yummy so its worth it. Since i am working i'll be hopefully getting a computer soon and this time im getting a MAJOR warenty and a actual good brand.

ANYWAY! I miss you guys i really do and im sorry i havent been on more. I've been REALLY busy.

not for forever more like .. a month ..ish XD.

For all those who dont know .. which is pretty much everyone, the reason i have not been on DA more and responding to comments is pretty simple...I cant at the moment. My laptop finally went kaputt. BUT Im getting it fixed FINALLY because im going to Europe for my present for my16th birthday. Im going in 3 more days actually . The reason my mom is getting my laptop fixed is cause this old comp cant download Yahoo, it took it almost 9 hours just to download msn and that was like..2 years ago so my mom is fixing my laptoppy so i can download Yahoo and talk to her for a penny a minute, which is a pretty good deal.

Im super dooper excited and nervous all at the same time. My friend Patty ( who is also going on the trip with me) (It's a school trip by the way)keeps teasing me that im gonna get kidnapped cause i have blonde hair and blue eyes and stuff, she a brat, but she serriously has me a bit worried, kindof XD. AND My Manager keeps teasing me about it too! I told him i was going to Turkey and he said " Your dead. There gonna steal you, rape you and then exicute you on video." (Please dont be offened, he's just stupid XD) I know he was teasing but sheesh. lol I keep thinking Hostile... *shivers*

Yep, so thats whats up. Im going to England, France, Turkey, Italy, and Greece.

I havent even started packing yet . I dont even have a bathing suit yet. Im such a procastinator.

Anyway sorry about the huge journal and i miss you guys. Im gonna try to catch up a bit if i get my laptop and im not too busy. I might even do it the night before i get on the plane considering i have to stay up all night to be super tried on the plane so i can sleep through the time change so i should be able to get to you guys soon! ^^

P.S. Im not defeated my stupid old comp wont let me change it XD Im just surprised this even posted

OK, this is a Rant. : )

So I ask my step mom to help with me going to Europe and ask if maybe my grandma and grandpa would help. Weelll I guess not becuase The poeple IVE always thought to be just as much my grandparents as angies or niels APPEARENTLY dont think of me as a grandchild. That hurts. I dont care about the money but hearing that REALLY hurts. REALLY REALLY bad. Im sick of getting hurt like this .. Its not right. You'd think I would have run out of tears to shed for them after this summer, but i guess not. I never learn. I keep getting these blows to my heart and i dont know how much more I can take.

Happy Easter,
Luffy

So it is 1 am XD and i cant sleep so to past time ima do what i love most XD post silly journals!

This looked fun so I stole it from you guys have three days : ) ! good luck .. Im hoping more than one person will try XD. OH by the way I have weird songs XD if you can get some i'll be amazed.

Ok, here we go:

Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.

Step 2: Post the first line from the first 30 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.

Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly.

Step 4: For those who are -- looking the lyrics up on a search engine is CHEATING!

Step 5: If you like the game post your own



1) Baby your all that u want, when your lieing here in my arms

2)Dancing bears, painted wings things I almost remember

3)I chose to walk around the world to ease my troubled mind

4) Theres some kind of light, at the end, while touching the edge of her skin

5)Coming out of my cage, yeah im doing just fine.

6)Burning down Neverland, scattering ashes

7) Im sleeping my way out of this one

8)Are we going on up or just going down, its just a matter of time until we are all found out.

9)Some day, when im awfully low, when the world is cold, I will feel a glow just thinking of you

10)One boy, one girl, two hearts their world, time goes by, secrets rise

11) What If I wanted to Break

12) Crawling in my skin, these wounds, they will not heal

13)Everytime we lie awake, after every hit we take

14)Young teacher, the subject, a school girl Fantasy

15)Dont know whats going on, dont know what went wrong

16)PLease leave all overcoats, canes and top hats with the door man

17)Let The bodies hit the floor (( that first line gives it away huh? XD))

18)I'll tell you flat out, It hurts so much to think of this

19)Im just a normal boy

20) I dont know if you can hear me, or if your even there

21)Tried of being what you want me to be

22)The dawn is breaking, a light shining through

23)she doesnt look, she doesnt see, opens up for nobody

24) It starts with one

25)One question, what cant be done, you tear me down with the same thing

26) Well I want you to know this

27) I have, I have you, breathing down my neck, breathing down my neck

28)I am, a little bit of loneliness

29)I lied to you the same way that i always do

30)Vi undrar är ni redo att vara med, Armarna upp nu ska ni få se (())


GOOD LUCK

XD if anyone does this LOL